Waking up on a Sunday Morning, I want to feel relaxed & carefree. After the usual dawn prayers and a few pages of Quran reading, I had breakfast with my husband. Then my mind start wandering; where are the children? It seems that Kin had gone for early morning jog with her friends. Husna and Alan coming down soon, two still sleeping upstairs after prayers? Jat and Aly had their breakfast earlier after their night duty at the asrama. After this I will be going to the market and on the way to stop at the bank to send some rm to Hanna who is in Cairo. Alhamdulillah, Lia in Irbid Jordan has stopped asking for money since she got her MARA loan. I think about all my children wherever they are many times in a day and keep counting them so I won't miss any. And you know that I have 9! Only mothers with many children would understand what I am up to.